I ended up getting Tim three memory cards for his Playstation, a suggestion of Mom’s and a good one at that. It was good to see everyone last weekend, but things with Bryce were rocky and still are. I don’t know how much fight I have left in me. I had a great talk with Tamera last night and this morning. A lot of things were said which make sense to me, but are hard to act on. We talked a lot about Bryce and me, and then she made some comments about the situation. Later, I talked about why I was leaving Wendy’s and she said take the same things about your job and apply them to your relationships. Things like what do I need from this job/relationship that I am not getting now? What can this job/relationship do to keep me? What can I do to improve my feelings for this job/relationship? They are hard questions, but necessary. I look forward to the next time I talk to her to see if she can help me with some of these issues.

I am greatly looking forward to starting with Bank One on Wednesday. Bryce is not happy with the job right now, but I will not leave if he does. I will leave if it’s right for me. One good thing is that Brent Irvin, the DM, said I could come back if I want in the next few months. That is kind of a comfort to know. I just colored my hair. It came out red, very red. We’ll see what it looks like in a couple days.