Another note about Natalie. I think I made a huge mistake. I told someone that Amy liked John Holingsworth. I may have told the wrong person. In fact, I did. Anyway, Natalie said, "I need you to not tell anyone else about this." I felt about this big. There was nothing else I could do but apologize profusely. That doesn't make everything all right, and an element of trust has been lost. I wish I would have thought about it before tonight. We will be going to the overnighter tomorrow night. I am looking forward to spending some time with Nat and spending time talking to her. I'm not sure if there will be much time to do that, but I'll be looking for opportunities.

I am so mad right now I could spit. I am really tired of playing games with Deaconess. Ever since last Sunday, the 10th, I have had nothing but trouble from them. I heard I was written up-for standing around and not doing anything. Then, on the following Thursday, I was yelled at for no apparent reason at all. It is a little more complicated than that, but I don't want to go into it all. There's more. The next Sunday I was told I was taken off the schedule for Tuesday because they didn't think I could come in after being there so late on Monday. Monday I got yelled at for making them short, even though it was Sharon's fault. I tried to double check with her and she told me they had enough people. Tonight I went in to work room service. Pam Liggins was also scheduled. I was livid. I ended up doing stupid stuff. I was there until nine o'clock, which is when Annie told me I could leave. I left at nine. If I get in trouble I think I'll quit. Arrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!

Last night at the game, I had a lot of fun. I hope Natalie did too. I hope to be able to see her tomorrow night. We'll see at four o'clock.

I got to see Natalie yesterday. I went over to her house after church. We went grocery shopping and then got to talk about us. This is what we came up with. We are dating because we have dated, and it is exclusive at the moment, though it doesn't have to be. Lastly, she is currently planning to go home with me for Easter. It is in April this year and it cannot come fast enough for me. I went into work yesterday with the biggest smile and Marlene wanted to know what was going on. I beamed when I told her. I am so excited I can't stand it. We are going to the basketball game tomorrow night. I have to work tonight from 8 to midnight. I said I would do it then Sharon told me I would be scrubbing the cafeteria ceiling. How exciting. I need to get some school work done before I go.